
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 8:16 AM
sdkfjwherk .
I effing miss himmmm .
he thinks I'm over him , but wtf . he's the first guy I've liked in TWO YEARS . how the heck am I supposed to get over him !?
this is dangerous , I think .
& it hurts because I think that I like him more than he likes me , y'know ? we both seem perfectly fine , but ... I feel so FAKE . because I want to cry & hug him & comfort him , buht ... I can't .
and it's killing me , that I can't be there for him .
but I was the one who caused the pain , and ... idk .
ugh , this pisses me off and it hurts and I just want a way out of this hell hole .
wekjhsjkdfh .
miss you .